I still stayed at the dormitory but everybody except of my true friends was looking at me as if I were a murderer. So I decided to stay at my cousin's house. It is a far from the office but I couldn't do anything but just to face all the challenges in life. Staying there was fine at first until my cousin told me that there was a renting room near their house so I decided to find for a renting room in the city near at work. After searching with the help of my bestfriend and a friend, we found a renting room. It was just a walking distance to walk. It was not easy because I need to pay for the rent, buy food for myself but God did not left me and stayed with me and provided me more sources of income and I survived.
Walking to work made me feel sick because the baby inside me was a little big. There was one time that I couldn't walk because the baby seems to be going out from my vagina. That was so difficult. So I need to ride a tricycle to go work.
Going to a doctor alone made me feel sad but life is like that. I chose this life so let it be. Finding out that I had Urinary tract Infection made me feel so sad because it would affect my baby inside so they asked me to buy expensive medicine for the infection. I bought it because it was for my baby's health. Having a baby inside your stomach would make you feel dizzy and feeling weak. At five months of pregnancy, the midwife told me that I was anemic, lack of blood. They asked me to eat vegetables that would increase my hemoglobin count and of course I ate because it is for my baby.
Month by month, my stomach was really going bigger and bigger and that's a miracle that only God knows.
