First 3 months of pregnancy

Babies are blessings from God and it's so wonderful that I have my own.  They are so beautiful.  You can't imagine why they live inside your womb, moving and growing there from a small pea to a big watermelon.

When I knew that I was pregnant, I was really bothered what to do with my life now that I was still studying that time but because of God's help and my friends too, I was happily carrying my baby inside me.  Life weren't easy that time because everybody was looking forward for me to graduate that year but I wasn't.  I still have 1 semester left to be graduated in college.  Life must go on, I said to myself.  My friends are there.  They helped my when I had my evening sickness, ate with me when I was hungry late at night and going out with them when they want to go to out to eat midnight snacks in a restuarant.

I remembered, when I didn't knew that  I was pregnant yet, we went to a disco house drinking beer and dancing all night long and acting single ladies on Valentine's Day.  That was funny. After such time I was so worried that I haven't had my period yet, so I've decided to test if I was pregnant.  I was so scared and nervous.  What if I'm pregnant? What will I do? Seconds later, I saw 2 red colors. My heart  beat faster and couldn't think straight.   I just went to work and told my co-workers about my condition.  They supported me all the way.  They didn't judge me or told negative things about me.  Because of that, I didn't think of something bad to my baby but after work, I drank alcohol just to have the guts to tell my ex-boyfriend that I was 3 months pregnant.

I called him but I wasn't sure if he would answer because maybe his ex-girlfriend was there with him and he really didn't.  So what I did, I called his stepfather and brother and they answered giving to him the phone and telling me that he was getting married with his ex-girlfriend who was pregnant too.  It was a sudden shock but what I could do to my life is to continue my pregnancy and live happily.